drawing a parallel of the church in the past and the church now, the Jews seemed to be like Christians who are not Godly, while Christians back then are like the ones who are faithful and seeking after God's heart. Jews have been circumcised physically, but spiritually they are no different from the gentiles, while Christians who bear the name of being a christian does things like how the world does it. Being called to be set apart for God as Christians, but not acting as like you have been set apart does not make you a Christian, just like being circumcised does not make u a godly man...

so many doubts in my head, yet God, all i want is to trust You

when thoughts came in, tears in the heart began rolling...
what would Jesus do if He were here?
how would Jesus react if He was in my shoes?

the feeling of being so lost...
lost of what can i do for them...
a heartbreaking moment, but yet they don't see...
how long more then will they see the heart of the Father?
how true are their hearts?
how painful can this get?

i really wonder...

it just hurts to see people falling into it again and again even though they know its not right...

say wad u mean and mean wad u say

voids and spaces

when people sin, they create spaces, voids in their lives, the more they sin, the bigger the void, and yet they try to fill it with more sin, thinking it'll be filled, but it just gets bigger... only solution out is to fill it with God's presence, the bigger the hole, the longer it will take to fill it up, but take heed, eventually it will still be filled if you seek the right source.

when we allow our minds to wander, we are giving the devil a chance to put thoughts into our minds.

Dear God, help me to set my focus on You so that the devil will not have any chance of putting anything weird stuff inside my head

2nd day of school...felt so tired, so distracted...

its tough to study n serve at the same time, but God enables me to do it, must focus on the right things man, its too much for me to handle alone, sorry for being distracted, i wanna focus, even though things are going against me, God give me strength!