don't give up

drawing a parallel of the church in the past and the church now, the Jews seemed to be like Christians who are not Godly, while Christians back then are like the ones who are faithful and seeking after God's heart. Jews have been circumcised physically, but spiritually they are no different from the gentiles, while Christians who bear the name of being a christian does things like how the world does it. Being called to be set apart for God as Christians, but not acting as like you have been set apart does not make you a Christian, just like being circumcised does not make u a godly man...

so many doubts in my head, yet God, all i want is to trust You