work in progress- DND to e Devil *makes a wall*

i feel lost... tired... alone... speechless... who can i talk to other than You?

feeling so hopeless... oh wells... =\

e time i wasted on you could have been used for smth better, instead of carrying on and disappointing myself again and again, its time for me to walk away from you now and walk towards Him and His ways, its time to follow God's Perfect Solution

i'm serious that i have a limit... stop trying to step pass it or even step near it... before i really blow up...

where exactly do i belong? where can i confide? everyone else seems to be too busy for me... oh wells...

what if God wants you to abandon all your plans n follow His plans? what if it means changing ur lifestyle totally? will you obey God?

Trials

God doesn't allow trials/temptation beyond what we can bear come to us, but why so many people fall away because of these trials/temptation? A questioned i asked God today

His reply was, if they realised that with Me, they can overcome these trials/temptation, they would have won that victory! but many times, they try with their own strength to overcome, but yet they were overcomed. Trials tests your reliance on Me, not how strong you have grown, its how much do you TRUST Me. If you stop relying on Me, if you stop trusting Me, the smallest of trials can stumble you. Continue to trust and rely on Me, no matter how hard the trial is, u will overcome not becus u are strong, but because you trust in Me

i didn't find Jesus, He found me

A statement i remembered from one conversation wif one of my friends...

Many times we think that we need to find God, in fact, He has found us already, He is just right infront of us. Why look so far? why try so hard for futile effort when He is right beside you, u just need to tilt your head and recognise and acknowledge He is there!

my blurred vision caused me to lose sight of what is in front of me, is this wad you call put in the wrong place? help me find myself back, as in the me that is close to God, not the me before i met God, i wonder where did i really go, and did i really find myself back after all these years...i wonder

serving means, putting others above yourself, your needs are fulfilled by God, not by urself, just serve Him faithfully and He will reward you as He sees fit

i don't find tat joy anymore...where is it ah? i wonder...

e most amazing thing is to see ur most discouraging friend become the most encouraging friend u will ever have =D

Psalms 2:11
Serve the Lord with revenant fear
and rejoice with trembling

truth is something that we live, without living that truth, it will only be words from the bible.

C.S. Png

has been...stilll am...hopefully not in e future...its tough to face it off alone...

how can i study in peace with all these things bothering me...

God,i ought to spend some time resting...in You, but not from You, i'm lost of wad to do...lead me in Your ways, Amen

everytime i see it, it affects me, why would one choose the way that is not God's way when they know God's way is the best? =\

we shouldn't do good for salvation, but we should do good because of salvation

walk on in faith and by faith

if its God's plan, everything is in His hands

faith tells me that if God don't turn up, GG
faith tells me that when i dun let God, He can't intervene
faith tells me that when i dun obey Him, He can't use me

drawing a parallel of the church in the past and the church now, the Jews seemed to be like Christians who are not Godly, while Christians back then are like the ones who are faithful and seeking after God's heart. Jews have been circumcised physically, but spiritually they are no different from the gentiles, while Christians who bear the name of being a christian does things like how the world does it. Being called to be set apart for God as Christians, but not acting as like you have been set apart does not make you a Christian, just like being circumcised does not make u a godly man...

so many doubts in my head, yet God, all i want is to trust You

when thoughts came in, tears in the heart began rolling...
what would Jesus do if He were here?
how would Jesus react if He was in my shoes?

the feeling of being so lost...
lost of what can i do for them...
a heartbreaking moment, but yet they don't see...
how long more then will they see the heart of the Father?
how true are their hearts?
how painful can this get?

i really wonder...

it just hurts to see people falling into it again and again even though they know its not right...

say wad u mean and mean wad u say

voids and spaces

when people sin, they create spaces, voids in their lives, the more they sin, the bigger the void, and yet they try to fill it with more sin, thinking it'll be filled, but it just gets bigger... only solution out is to fill it with God's presence, the bigger the hole, the longer it will take to fill it up, but take heed, eventually it will still be filled if you seek the right source.

when we allow our minds to wander, we are giving the devil a chance to put thoughts into our minds.

Dear God, help me to set my focus on You so that the devil will not have any chance of putting anything weird stuff inside my head

2nd day of school...felt so tired, so distracted...

its tough to study n serve at the same time, but God enables me to do it, must focus on the right things man, its too much for me to handle alone, sorry for being distracted, i wanna focus, even though things are going against me, God give me strength!