the cut in the heart hurts more than the peeling of skin off my fingers...

Perfect love- Hillsongs

I wanna see the broken hearts
finding hope in God above
I wanna know I’m doing all I can
So with this life, with all I am
No matter what the cost may be
I pray to see your love become our cause

I won’t stop believing
You alone are, You alone are God
In You there's freedom

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you now

This perfect love, I can't explain
This way of life that has no end
Your mercy satisfies, it's all I need
My purpose found in You alone
to love the lost and bring them home
We were made to glorify our king

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you
May your love become my every thought
I wanna know the sound of your heart
I wanna live for you now

Sing You, you bring me life
You bring me hope
You're all I need

dear God,

i just feel so troubled now...for what reason You know the best, i don't know what can i do at the moment, other than praying, other than doing what You would say, tell me what else should i do, because You know the best for me, i want to trust You, even if its crazy to do so. What should i be doing now? God, speak to me, for in Your word, it says, let those with ears hear and understand, open my spiritual ears to hear Your guidance.

One desire

You gave it all for me
My soul desire, my everything
And all I am is devoted to You

How could I fail to see
You are the Love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You

And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord, there is just one thing
That I will seek

This is my cry
My one desire
Is to be where You are, Lord
Now and forever
Its more than a song

My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You, Jesus

dear God,

Help me as i seek out Your sheeps,
Help me to be sensitive
Help me to have compassion
Help me to see them through Your eyes
Help me to love them

Help me God, for without You, everything else is just purposeless

Matt 10:5-8

Jesus sent out the twelve apostles with these instructions: “Don’t go to the Gentiles or the Samaritans, but only to the people of Israel—God’s lost sheep. Go and announce to them that the Kingdom of Heaven is near. Heal the sick, raise the dead, cure those with leprosy, and cast out demons. Give as freely as you have received!

woah...Jesus seems to be selfish here in this verse, but in actual fact, Jesus was speaking to the israelites, God's people, to know their authority that God has given to them, and its time for them to believe in it so that they can start to share to the gentiles, other people.

1 Timothy 1:19
Cling to your faith in Christ, and keep your conscience clear. For some people have deliberately violated their consciences; as a result, their faith has been shipwrecked.

Cling - to hold tight, as by grasping or embracing; cleave: The children clung to each other in the dark.

how tightly is our faith held in Christ?

Matt 7:7
Keep on asking and you will receive
Keep on seeking and you will find
Keep on knocking and the door will be opened to you

e biggest change i need is my own perspective

sometimes, silence don't make things better, but instead make things worse...

Choose wisely when to speak and when not to, in case you begin to hurt others unknowingly