at the end of 2009, God stuck tis into my head yet again like last year

OBEDIENCE

wow...reading so many ppl posting on their 2009 and their resolutions for 2010, felt encouraged by some... my resolution for 2010 is simple, just be more focused, wad sense? wad area? all areas of my life, especially spiritually and also in studies and ministry. i ought to be more focused on the important things, not majoring on the minor nor minoring on the major. somehow i still felt that 2009 was wasted in a certain way, but thats all past, what i can do is only learning from it, plan to change for a better...

On a brighter note, i guess 2009 ended pretty well for most of my fellow brothers n sisters in Christ, pretty cool i suppose. i pray for more in 2010, thank God for 2009, i'm sure 2010 would be better, because God has a plan for us, and i serve The Man and The Man has a plan, a plan to prosper you *quoted from the bible*

i wanna change
change starts from small
little by little
a little here and a little there
baby steps to changes to happen
nothing happens in an instant
God help me please...
i cannot do it alone

God, i pray that as You'll help me to change, so that i can serve You better, so that i can obey You without any questions, capture me with Your grace, lead me with Your word, teach me and guide me. In Jesus name. Amen

how much will it take to melt my heart of iron, so that You can penetrate through me?

feeling very tired... from this and that and probably everything else...
God, help me to find rest in You...

'Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands'

procrastination will cause a huge wound in many or rather everything we do

the cut in the heart hurts more than the peeling of skin off my fingers...

Perfect love- Hillsongs

I wanna see the broken hearts
finding hope in God above
I wanna know I’m doing all I can
So with this life, with all I am
No matter what the cost may be
I pray to see your love become our cause

I won’t stop believing
You alone are, You alone are God
In You there's freedom

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you now

This perfect love, I can't explain
This way of life that has no end
Your mercy satisfies, it's all I need
My purpose found in You alone
to love the lost and bring them home
We were made to glorify our king

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you
May your love become my every thought
I wanna know the sound of your heart
I wanna live for you now

Sing You, you bring me life
You bring me hope
You're all I need

dear God,

i just feel so troubled now...for what reason You know the best, i don't know what can i do at the moment, other than praying, other than doing what You would say, tell me what else should i do, because You know the best for me, i want to trust You, even if its crazy to do so. What should i be doing now? God, speak to me, for in Your word, it says, let those with ears hear and understand, open my spiritual ears to hear Your guidance.

One desire

You gave it all for me
My soul desire, my everything
And all I am is devoted to You

How could I fail to see
You are the Love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You

And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord, there is just one thing
That I will seek

This is my cry
My one desire
Is to be where You are, Lord
Now and forever
Its more than a song

My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You, Jesus

dear God,

Help me as i seek out Your sheeps,
Help me to be sensitive
Help me to have compassion
Help me to see them through Your eyes
Help me to love them

Help me God, for without You, everything else is just purposeless

Matt 10:5-8

Jesus sent out the twelve apostles with these instructions: “Don’t go to the Gentiles or the Samaritans, but only to the people of Israel—God’s lost sheep. Go and announce to them that the Kingdom of Heaven is near. Heal the sick, raise the dead, cure those with leprosy, and cast out demons. Give as freely as you have received!

woah...Jesus seems to be selfish here in this verse, but in actual fact, Jesus was speaking to the israelites, God's people, to know their authority that God has given to them, and its time for them to believe in it so that they can start to share to the gentiles, other people.

1 Timothy 1:19
Cling to your faith in Christ, and keep your conscience clear. For some people have deliberately violated their consciences; as a result, their faith has been shipwrecked.

Cling - to hold tight, as by grasping or embracing; cleave: The children clung to each other in the dark.

how tightly is our faith held in Christ?

Matt 7:7
Keep on asking and you will receive
Keep on seeking and you will find
Keep on knocking and the door will be opened to you

e biggest change i need is my own perspective

sometimes, silence don't make things better, but instead make things worse...

Choose wisely when to speak and when not to, in case you begin to hurt others unknowingly

it is so hard to trust someone who is not trustable...

God, help me to trust people...

ARGH!!!

got my new wallet,

been pretty long since i last posted,
now having attachment, into e 2nd last week, lecturer visiting tml, dunno wad to expect sia...

oh wells...

life has been pretty mediocre? probably because of work...ppl at work place are pretty nice other den e language tat dey use sometimes are quite disturbing.

whats next? God has it all planned out man! i believe that things will turn out well, because its God's plan! seriously excited for the next few weeks/mths/years to come, i believe God is gonna cause a great revival to come! prayer is the key! obedience is the action to turn the knob of the door! faith in what pushes the door open! and miracles will flood in after which

tired

completed my first official run
good experience, even though i sort of ran by myself all e way lol...not because i'm fast, but because e one behind n e ones infront are too far apart and i happen to be in e middle... LOL

good job for myself =D

dunno why, today just felt so tired...didn't feel like doing anything, but i know its a lie from someone out there, u know who la...


Random stuff...
Sometimes, thoughts just comes into our minds unknowingly, but 1 important thing is that we need to recognise the bad thoughts and reject it before it becomes a part of ur lifestyle.
It happened to me quite alot in the past, though its getting better, but there are still times when i succum sub-conciously. oh wells...tats life, but i'm still on for working towards a life this is perfect, because thats what God has made us to be! Be a champion! more than a conquerer

how well do you know what you believe?

okay i'm a lousy blogger who blogs 1 sentence, but think about it...

how well do you know what you believe?

wow...so fast...later today gonna have another paper, after today means 3 papers down, 1 last 1 to go, which is forensic chem...something which i hope to score in, but hard to do... cus alot to memorise... which makes me sian lol...oh wells... As a champion, giving up is not an option, pressing on and doing my best is the only way out and tats wad i'm gonna do!

CS jiayou! (i'm cheering myself again lol)

first paper down...

did quite okay i guess...but its all over, so everything is up to God to decide now =]

tml second paper, maths...
3 more papers to go...oh well, everyone else is having their holidays soon, wad about me? after my paper next thursday, holiday for friday, sat, sun, and time for attachment = =" wow? oh well... say bye bye to holidays! i pray tat the company will be a nice one and i'll have a good liason officer and good supervisor! woo! 6 weeks working wif effendy, i can see fun coming! wahahaha

probably a bad time to be posting, but yet i feel so peaceful even though i just realised last minute tat i have paper tml... must be God there working, thats the peace that i have from God that the world cannot give! hahas =]

Tree and Man

wow...wad a weird title...but cldn't find a more suitable 1...

Human life is just like a tree...why? read on and understand

roots are like our ability to learn, different plant have different ability to absorb, some maybe better than the other even though they are of the same kind, the minerals these roots pick up are just like the things that we learn from in life, our experiences and many other things...eventually these things begin to mould each one into their unique character, just like how each tree is different as they absorb different amount of different kinds of nutrients and grow differently. The way we present ourselves is just like a tree...wad we learn and begin to use in our lives will reflect on our behaviour, the way we portray ourselves, same like the tree, how much nutrients, wad type of nutrients it absorbs will be shown when it blooms.

what are you taking in today? wad kind of tree do u wan to be? 1 tat is of good fruits? or one that is of poisoned fruits?

a few more days of work...CS JIAYOU!

Power of Your name- Lincoln Brewster

if theres 1 thing that i want to say the most...

its gotta be i'm sorry...

sorry to be such a disappointment

I don't want to worship from afar
Draw me closer to You
Is my only desire

You're the one that i'm been longing for
Let me dwell in Your presence
To worship and adore

I fall on my knees
Lord i'm yearning for You alone
Deep calls to deep
Lord i know there must be more

Show me Your face oh Lord
Make my heart pure as gold
Standing in awe of You
Your love it surrounds me forever

Show me Your face oh Lord
I want to know You more
I want to stay
Right here with You
All of my days

Andrew Yeo- Show me Your face

things hadnt really been looking very well these few days... oh man... but oh well, life has gotta carry on, and God is still as amazing as He is, so, wads there to be discouraged about? i think God is still awesome no matter what, cause He is greater than any problems that may come, He loves us like no one's business. Amazing Grace, how sweet's the sound, that saved a wretch like me...

Just ytd in cellgroup we did the personality test thingy, found out i'm a high D and C, though quite accurate, i can remember clearly the me in the past, i think i'm a hardcore D last time, venting of anger physically, not caring about others' feelings, stuff like that is just so me last time, self mutilation and offensive language...how much God has changed me, i know the best, i know how amazing God is, and i will never forget it. The times i cried, the times i teared to sleep, i'll never forget those moments, because thats where God picks me up and gave me a second chance to change...

oh well, the above post is just thoughts of mine as i'm alone in my room right now...

Adios

sometimes...its tiring to do these things again and again without seeing much results...probably this is God's test for us, to see if we trust in Him enough to continue on even though things don't seem to look very well...

Oh wells, 1 more report, 3 more presentations, CS jiayou!
Attachment during sept Holidays seemed to be confirmed, but oh well...dunno should i be looking forward to it or not =\ mixed feelings...blehs

sometimes, being too independant is a bad thing...seriously... and i'm saying it to myself

Hunger for food is like when you see food, and if u can eat it, u will not let the chance pass by and go ahead and eat it. isn't that the same as hungering for God's word? shouldn't we be hungry for God's word in a way that when we can read it, we will and not say, later la, just like for food, when we are hungry and have the chance to eat, do we say later la, and wait for later? hmm...most of us don't do that i think, i know i won't, because i came across this as i thought about what happened today, i was feeling hungry all the time, and if i had the chance, i will just eat.(BTW i'm not usually like this) yea...thats just a piece of my thoughts...


son, no matter how much things you may face, no matter how difficult you may find it to be, i'll always be by your side, helping you to grow, to overcome each and every problems, i promised, because my Son has died for you, because you are precious in My sight, i'll never give up on you, so don't give up on the things that you do, continue to stay faithful and be prayerful.

Loves,
Jesus

forgiving is a decision to make everyday, its not something that can be said once n for all, but its something that we need to face everyday. Each day there will be turmoils, problems and even frustrations, but no matter what, we need to make Godly decisions.

its tough, but i'm not gonna let go, i'm not gonna give up, i wanna change!

Cheong Seng you can do it man...hold on to God and pray faithfully, things will change!

how can a sick doctor heal a patient? patient ends up contracting the sickness the doctor has
how can a blind man lead another blind man? both man ends up in a ditch

There must be more than this

Revive the heart that calls for You
Revive that very reason why i came to You
Revive that very passion of my first love

Send Revival

Its not gonna end so easily,
I'm not gonna give up yet
CS jia you!

test

testing testing... blogging from my phone

dear God,
Sometimes, its so easy to say, yet so hard to do. but i know that through You i can do anything!

I was told to never give up, because God has a plan for the problem, He called me to be an overcomer, not a person who gives up. Many times lies of the devil comes in, to be truthful, i believed some of these lies, but God never fail to bring me out of this lies, slap me awake and look at what is really going on. Don't give up on God's work, no matter what happens

just some thoughts above...

Anyways...tml having presentation on environmental studies, gonna imagine myself as a sludge worm aka tubifex worm, hopefully can do well for the presentation *keeps fingers crossed*

To all who are reading who happens to be facing problems, don't give up! God has a purpose of why He put u there, press on and pray! and see what God can really do in your life

wooo!! finally i can blog again...after being suffocated from blogging for e past few days...okay...i sound so despo, but yea, sometimes gotta release some things out of my mind and move on...

wells...over the past few days, thoughts of what to do has been always been on my mind, yet not knowing what can i really do bothers me. but God promised, ask and you shall receive, yet its so hard to believe. God is that amazing...

Theres alot more that i can do, and alot more that i can change, God help me to bring about these changes in my life, and let me really be a light that will shine for You in this world

flu bug found its way into my body

AHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOO!

Open our eyes,
To see the things
that make Your heart cry

-with everything, Hillsongs united

only God can show us what He likes, what He dislikes, no matter what we do, we cannot know more about Him unless He reveals. Surely He wants to let us know all about Him, but are we seeking the right source? sometimes we don't know whether what we are doing is what God really wants, why not ask God Himself insteading of pondering over and over again and again.

Dear God, i want to seek more of You, to know more about You, to do more of what You want me to do, let Your will be done

finally exams are over, now its time to chiong projects and reports and datasheets and everything else~~

I need time management man, seriously lacking in that, really hope that i can manage my time well and finish up the things that i intend and that i need to do...

Tear down the walls see the world
Is there something we have missed
Turn from ourselves Look beyond
There is so much more than this

taken from- tear down the walls-hillsongs

There are many kinds of walls in our life
it may be walls of fear,
wall of pride,
wall of selfishness,
wall of discouragement
wall of worry
wall of sorrow
wall of self pity
many many more

unless we tear down these walls, 
we cannot really see what God have installed for us

These walls are the things that blocks 
our view of what God can do in our life

When our view is blocked, how can we see?
we gotta remove these walls, tear it down, 
so that we can really see what God is trying to do

how to tear it down? 
through prayer, God made us to be overcomers, so that 
we can overcome these problems, no matter how big our 
problem is, God is always bigger, He is even greater 
than the universe which is so big. O_O

If you ever feel like giving up, look to God, not the 
situation.

Always be hopeful and prayerful

'Do not be anxious about anything, 
but pray about everything'

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