when we allow our minds to wander, we are giving the devil a chance to put thoughts into our minds.

Dear God, help me to set my focus on You so that the devil will not have any chance of putting anything weird stuff inside my head

2nd day of school...felt so tired, so distracted...

its tough to study n serve at the same time, but God enables me to do it, must focus on the right things man, its too much for me to handle alone, sorry for being distracted, i wanna focus, even though things are going against me, God give me strength!

at the end of 2009, God stuck tis into my head yet again like last year

OBEDIENCE

wow...reading so many ppl posting on their 2009 and their resolutions for 2010, felt encouraged by some... my resolution for 2010 is simple, just be more focused, wad sense? wad area? all areas of my life, especially spiritually and also in studies and ministry. i ought to be more focused on the important things, not majoring on the minor nor minoring on the major. somehow i still felt that 2009 was wasted in a certain way, but thats all past, what i can do is only learning from it, plan to change for a better...

On a brighter note, i guess 2009 ended pretty well for most of my fellow brothers n sisters in Christ, pretty cool i suppose. i pray for more in 2010, thank God for 2009, i'm sure 2010 would be better, because God has a plan for us, and i serve The Man and The Man has a plan, a plan to prosper you *quoted from the bible*

i wanna change
change starts from small
little by little
a little here and a little there
baby steps to changes to happen
nothing happens in an instant
God help me please...
i cannot do it alone

God, i pray that as You'll help me to change, so that i can serve You better, so that i can obey You without any questions, capture me with Your grace, lead me with Your word, teach me and guide me. In Jesus name. Amen

how much will it take to melt my heart of iron, so that You can penetrate through me?

feeling very tired... from this and that and probably everything else...
God, help me to find rest in You...

'Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands'